Finally...

Ahhhhhhh. It is not a bad ahhh but a good one. I am so relaxed with life and finally feel like I have something to live for. Yeah everyone has stressors in life but we need to learn to forget about the small things and see the bigger things in life. I feel like I have grown so much as a person in the last year especially the past 4 months. Like I mentioned in my last post, I have the best boyfriend ever. I don't go a day without seeing him. I really am sooo lucky. I only starting talking to Sam while I was going to California to go the Pirates of the Caribbean premiere. We talked everyday on the phone while I was gone and when I got back we went on a couple of dates and made it official. I am no longer lonely and I never have to worry about being lonely again. The only thing that stresses me out is not having money but money is such a small thing to worry about. I know that God will make sure I have what I need to get myself through this troubled time. It had been a long time since I had gone to church and Sam got me to go again. We go every sunday and sunday night we have a bible study with his parents and some friends. I feel like a new woman. I feel like I have more to live for like I mentioned earlier. I know that I will be fine and things seem to be falling into place in my financial need. I finally got ahold of my lawyer today and I am getting some back pay from Sonic. I am finally going to get paid some workman's comp and soon my loan money will be in and I will be able to get me that car my brother has been helping me get. I can't wait. My car sucks so bad and I am tired of wasting all the money I DO get on gas to get back and forth to school. Also I have decided to change my major at school. I am officially going to be a Computer Animator. I will move to California and work for Disney or Dreamworks creating cartoons for young children. When I get to California I am going to look into some acting jobs and try to make my name known. People keep telling me to go for my goals and dreams and I think I can do it. I think I have what it takes. I just think God was telling to change something and I think I am making the right decision. I am ready so wish me luck friends!!!!!