So Saturday is my big day. I have my audition for the BFA program at the college I attend. This determines whether or not I get into the musical theater program. I hope it goes well. I have been rehearsing all week and I think I am ready for every part except the dancing part. At least one part of my life is going well. I still wish that things would begin to look up on another part. You know I just dont see how someone can continue to stay with someone who controls every move they make. I mean this guy cant even make the decision to talk to his family without first consenting with his controlling psycho "girlfriend." I mean he promises his sister he would help her with her homework then he doesnt follow through. This psycho texts her for his sisters password to her online homework. I mean why cant he do it???? His sister doesnt want him to do it. She just wants help and someone to talk to. I do it all the time, and I enjoy doing it. I feel like I am more of a sister to her than he is right now. And all of his family members hate her. It is just frustrating to know that I am already a part of his family but yet he chooses to be with someone he says that makes him miserable. I don't know how it will work. I mean how can anyone be in a relationship with someone that everyone in his family hates. Another thing is that she doesn't like his family. The way I see her and her parents is that they look down on his family, she thinks she is better than him, but I think that she is trashy. I think her parents are scummy. I am sorry but if you are going to look down on someone elses family I will look down on yours. His family is one of the kindest families I have ever talked to. I love them like my own and I don't care if we aren't together, they will always be my family too. That is going to be hard for me to hear them talk about him and know that I am not the one he chose. I love him and I still do, but the good people never win in situations like this. It is always the people who play games who win in the end. Why can't my life have happy endings?